got my hair cut. it's.... strange. can't really decide if i love it or hate it. it's just. strange. *grin* pretty short, and layered to within an inch of its life. haven't seen too many people since i got it cut, so i suppose i'll get some opinions monday.

other news, got engaged in Achaea. (yes jane, finally.) s'not my fault if he's slow *tease cerav* *innocence* had a couple of 'finally' msgs there too *grin* erm. oh yes, actually doing a stats tutorial *gape* my first. ever. *beam* oh, and got back that darned IMM test, was pretty bad, 32.5/40, but then again, quite a few people failed, so I suppose it wasn't that bad.

jumped at 7:15 AM

Just read one of my romances, so forgive any unwarranted overemotion.

I miss him.

and that scares me. a precious few of you will know who i'm talking about. and just how this whole relationship is just -not- like me. it's illogical, and it's impossible, but i can't help it. it's been, 4 days? and i miss him more like it's been a month. again, illogical. i am usually illogical i suppose, but rarely to this extent. in too deep. it's never happened to me before, particularly not in this kind of impossible circumstances. i'd like to believe he's in this as deeply as i am, and most times i do, he certainly seems to be. but i'm plagued by insecurity, in this relationship more than ever before. there are obvious reasons, again, as those in the know have soon realized. impossible. both to continue, but yet impossible to resist, to remove myself from this emotional entanglement. and i doubt i really want to.

suddenly i'm in too deep
to ever get out
i gave you my heart and my soul to keep
don't give me your doubts
i'm over my head
and it scares me so...
~Belinda Carlisle

jumped at 9:58 AM

Spent lots of my mum's money today *grin* Bought new specs, *sniff* one eye's gone up to 100 degrees.. *mutter* Got another lecture on how it was all my computers fault. Prolly true too *cough* I didn't say that! *innocent* Anyway, bought a new scientific calculator, and lots of stationery. all really exciting stuff *yawn*

anyway, back to studying *sigh*

jumped at 5:08 AM