had dinner at newton circus today with ZQ, Xuefen, Peiyi and Zhenhui. was kinda fun. :) with all our usual crap spewing out all over the place. it's kinda weird to think that i used to fancy zhenhui. lol. like, in year one, but still. *grin* i suppose he's cute, and he's got that hair. good friends of mine will know what kind of hair i mean. lol. *laugh* very strange. he's a really nice guy though. :) unfortunately, i appear to have very bad taste in guys. mostly personality wise they're pretty nice, but my goodness, it usually ends up being people that are if not very cheena, at least their taste in girls is. and erm, i don't qualify. lol. obviously.

ah well. not worth worrying about at the moment i suppose. school's quite bad enough as it is, not to mention, trying to get over him.

jumped at 8:28 AM

well, that's good i suppose under the circumstances. lol.







ha. :p

jumped at 6:47 AM

*yawns hugely* i'm sleeeeeeepy! haven't exactly had a lot of sleep the past few days, mostly my fault i have to admit, and now my sleeping pattern's screwed up beyond redemption. *blinks blearily*

anyway, no choice, i need to rush my final report now, not to mention a couple more practical reports, and get started on a number of other things... *sigh* busy busy busy.

went for a life sciences seminar today. the speakers were from really prestigious universities, the keynote speaker was Dr Alan Colman, who helped in the cloning of Dolly. And I don't think they deserved to speak to a bunch of polytechnic students. Not that I'm running down all poly students, some of us were interested, but it was kinda hard to listen over all the chatting that was going on around us. Almost turned around and asked the people behind me to shut up, but they're my current classmates and i didn't want to come across as a picky lil bitch. :p

and the questions they asked. oh. my. god. *faint* suffice it to say that it was an ABSOLUTE disaster. most of us didn't know where to hide our faces when they were asking questions. *shudder*

visited my primary school yesterday as well, was pretty cool to go back, though it was the first time i've been back since they moved into the new school. it's so posh! they've got lifts for heaven's sake! not to mention couches in the classrooms etc.. my goodness.. spoilt little children of today.. *grin*

and yesterday was also Dr Ramsey's last day! *sniffle* She was my immunology lecturer, one of the nicest lecturers you'd ever come across, and she's leaving. *sigh* is moving to Texas apparently, so we're seeing her off hopefully on the 28th. going to miss her loads!

oh bugger, i'd better get moving on that damn report, don't think I can stay awake much longer, though I'm not the only one rushing it at the moment, which makes it easier. *grin*

jumped at 10:02 AM

*yawn* just woke up. and i have an 8am class tomorrow. oops. won't be able to sleep tonite i reckon. :p hope i'm not 45 min late for it like last week.

we had our cGMP prac cancelled today, so had no school at all, so.... sarah and i headed to NUS medical library. *grumble* stayed there the whoooole day. *faint* but it was worth it i guess, we now have 48 publications with Helicobacter pylori primers. *beam* still feel like we're a little bit sad though. :p

things are getting better. though i'm still confused. just have to wait and see what bubbles to the surface i guess. feel my emotions at the moment are rather like the witches cauldron in Act IV, scene I of Macbeth.

"Double, double, toil and trouble;
Fire burn and cauldron bubble."

*sigh* ah, the good ol' days of lit.

jumped at 7:53 AM

I still believe my feelings
but sometimes I feel too much.
I make believe you're close to me,
but it ain't close enough,
not nearly close enough.
I can't take the distance,
I can't take the miles.
I can't take the time until i next see you smile.
I can�t take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
that with every breath i take
i'm callin your name...

it's hard to remember,
the longer you're away,
will i find solace..

I can't take the distance anymore.

- the distance ~ evan & jaron

jumped at 8:50 AM

breaking up is hard to do.

jumped at 2:46 AM