i have a 30% LSSS test tomorrow. i've studied... nothing, for all intents and purposes, as flipping halfheartedly through the genetic defects notes yesterday doesn't really count, likewise flipping through the p53 and cancer notes just now while lying on my bed half asleep. and i'm not panicked. erp. i can't be bothered with that bloody subject, i really can't. what a fucking waste of time honestly. and the notes, are even worse than dr forday's! and believe me, that is seriously saying something. argh. whatever. i'll panic tomorrow morning.

waiting to head for dance. :) that should cheer me up a bit. bloody school. never bloody lets up.

jumped at 11:58 PM

today's conversations were rather confusing. does he have to be so bloody annoying? on, off, on, off, on, off. it's like, make up your bloody mind mate, you can't have your cake and eat it. least he admitted he chickened out of our, relationship, such as it was. riiight, and i'm going to swallow that. hardly likely. words are cheap.

and dr zaman said the other day, "Why do you always like the bad ones?" haha. more true than she knows, considering she's only basing it on 3. lol. he trumps them all quite easily. grrr.

jumped at 9:57 AM

this weeks friday five:
1. Who is your favorite celebrity?

a1? do they count? *laugh*

2. Who is your least favorite?

bloody westlife. *rolls eyes* stuck up so-and-sos.

3. Have you ever met or seen any celebrities in real life?

yea.. quite a few..

4. Would you want to be famous? Why or why not?

i might.. but then again, it depends for what doesn't it? *laugh* could be a right royal pain in the arse.

5. If you had to trade places with a celebrity for a day, who would you choose and why?

jennifer aniston!! *grin* two words as to why: brad pitt.

jumped at 7:52 AM

right. so that's the 4th draft done, and after another 11 hour day in school, we have some minor modifications to do, (alright, maybe not that minor), and that's our final draft done and dusted!! *whoops and pokes sarah just for the hell of it* yay yay YAY! haha. so yea now, there's only:

• the internal examination a week from now


• three tests and a prac exam next week


• the exams in 2 weeks


• the external examination at the end of may

jumped at 8:31 PM

just uploaded a few pics, mostly courtesy of sarah's digital camera, here. feel free to have a look around. :) have also taken down a lot of my pictures with various a1 members, mostly because i look absolutely awful in them. heh. which means that out of my 18 photos with ben or so, only 5 are up. and even less for the others, obviously, since i had fewer with them in the first place. :) dammit, i miss them so damn much. it's been almost a year since i last saw them, and more than that since i've had a decent chat with any of them. gah.

the other pics are all pretty old. :) especially the ones in the friends section. all weren't arranged in any kind of order, so good luck puzzling out when they were taken. *laugh* you might have to go by the length of my hair and it's straightness. *sparkle* was pretty nice reminiscing. :) the friends section was updated today, as well as the australia one, and the school one. leave comments! lots of comments!

edit: also added a 'stars' album, dinah, the pic with chester is there! :)

jumped at 4:58 AM

was in school from 8am to 7.30pm again today, blah. haha. i have such an interesting life, dontcha think? *sparkle* but yea, today was both our last practical ever and also our last day in the lab. *sniffle* we were all sad and nostalgic, and we were taking millions of photos. okay, not millions, but 117 comes close. *grin* i think i have like, 4 photos with jack, and 2 or 3 with dr goh, not to mention the 3 videos we had kane take of sarah and i taking polaroids of our last agarose gel. *laugh* will prolly put some of em up later. they should be brilliant. :)

met nora in school as well, she was in school for the mass comm interview, and i heard suzi was there too, though she didn't call me again. *tsk* which was prolly for the best as when she was due to have the interview i was stuck in a lecture on scholarship applications, which dr goh recommended i go for. it was quite a good talk, though i think it's relatively hopeless since my CCA record is close to nonexistent, and anyway, i already have like, 7 Bs or something, and only 10 ADs. gah. dammitdammitdammit, shoulda worked harder in 2nd year! ah well, too late for regrets now i suppose. :( may attempt to apply for the UNSW golden jubilee scholarship anyway, because if i get that, my uni problems are solved! haha. bad news though, i got <90% for the proteomics test. dammit. argh! god knows what question i screwed up. huang yan was like, yes, i've marked already, don't cry ok? haha. i must come across as some kind of insane perfectionist or something. lol.

also, am still trying to get used to my new position as official 'lamppost' since kane and sarah got together yesterday. heh. still feel quite awkward really, but no doubt i shall accustom myself to it eventually. *wrinkles nose* i'm happy for them, really, after all, i introduced them to each other! haha. but it's really damned awkward. *grumble* and eugene et al, feel free to tease my partner mercilessly. *smirk* *ducks from sarah hurriedly*

4th draft due tomorrow! including the new multiplex pcr results! gah. pah. bah! need to go do that now. *sniffle*

jumped at 8:07 AM

caught up with shannie, elynn, alex etc today, was pretty nice to be part of the group again for a while, though the extent to which we've drifted apart is rather scary considering how close we were in 1st year. i think closer to graduation i'll do a little table up on who i was close to in 1st, 2nd and 3rd year. i believe there will be very, very few repeat offenders. *sparkle*

our dear supervisor, after making us promise to have the 3rd draft in by today, didn't turn up at all, cos she was sick, apparently. which means yet another delay. yay. knew something else would go wrong when the printer in school was so obedient. and, our bacteria died too, so no ribotyping. yay.

am in very grouchy mood today. my life sucks. big time.

jumped at 6:16 AM

just logged on to achaea a while back to catch up on news, and damn i miss it. *sigh* but i can't risk getting pulled back into it, because if i get as addicted as i was previously, i'm going to flunk everything. *sparkle* if any of you do play though, try honorsing kylaria, my character, (aha, finally an explanation for the site addy eh?), i'm flipping old. heh. and ian, this doesn't apply to you, because you're still like, 5% of my might or something. *smirk*

but yea. i miss it, most of all the people in it. like bragor, landon, risca, starrsong, my 'son' gade, and my 2 'grandchildren' who i haven't really spent much time with, asara, gadarn, minalde, even reflex! *sigh* i wish i had the time to immerse myself in the game properly, all i'm managing to do right now is login, check my msgs and news a bit, pop a few tells on some unsuspecting people, then logout again. *sniff* poor me.

in brighter news, i think we're done with our revamped results and discussion for the 3rd draft, though it's now only 3200 words. oops. haha. oh well, she did say she wasn't inflicting a strict word count on us. bad news though, need to make another trip to NUS tomorrow to get a paper we really need, then it's back to school for the ribotyping and to print out report out. sigh.

oh, and! we started learning the cha-cha today in dance. haha. don't anyone make fun of me. *glares* it was FUN! *giggles helplessly* and actually, for a 'night-before-a-project-draft-is-due', it was pretty good. we're all pretty high today, shan't say why, isn't my story to tell, but suffice it to say i'm very happy for my two exceedingly hyper friends. *chortles happily*

jumped at 10:08 AM