right. this is me attempting to wean myself off emoticons and suchlike for one post. (and you can just imagine a wry smirk just there. damn.)

i've been a complete lazy pig all morning, think i must have slept like, 15 hours or something obscene like that. lol. then again, i could say it was catching up for yesterday. actually, i think i will. scratch the lazy pig thing, i'm being conscientious about my body's need for rest. heh. my mum also ordered the mother's day special from KFC yesterday. either she's trying to make me fat, or it was a somewhat pointed reminder that mother's day is on its way. probably both. but it's certainly accomplished the first objective, i feel as large as a sofa. or something. bleugh. oil's going to start oozing from every pore soon. oh hold on, that's normal. hrm. y'all know what i mean. ick! should be going to the gym, but refer to 'complete lazy pig' comment further above. bleh.

right, another half an hour on the computer, and i will make it to the gym. i hope. because all that fried chicken is just... ick.

jumped at 10:31 PM

bleh i'm tired. a pleasant tiredness though. *smiles happily* yesterday was lovely, though technically since i met him past midnight it was more like this morning. heh. i adore nydc cheesecakes, though last night i had something else instead. *grin* stole bits of terrence's cheesecake though. *snicker* then when they (politely) chucked us out at 2am, ended up spending the next few hours talking again, til he looked out my window at 6.30am and went, hm, sunrise, perhaps i should be getting back. heh. but it was lovely, we have, surprisingly, quite a lot in common.

and then, after 4 hours of sleep, being the paragon of virtue (*coughsnortetc*) that i am, i did the washing up and met cath to study in school. proud of meself. *smirk*

and liling has put up the photos from our graduation photo taking thingy, and she's complimented me! *gets warm, fuzzy feeling* go see! it doesn't happen very often, usually i have to take care of complimenting myself. *sparkle*

jumped at 5:10 AM

heh, had a very good piece of news today, that i'm going to keep to myself for a while. *secretive grin* but yea, and with yet another piece of news that just came in by sms, this evening has been much better than the rest of the day. *bounce* wheeee! haha. damon called as well, said he's doing okay over there, missing his tv and such, but it was lovely to hear from him. :)

actually got to the gym just now, and 2 guys hit on me there. *blink* i mean, hello, are they you know.. blind or something? i'm hot, sweaty, sticky, red in the face, my hair's a lank mess, and you ask me out for lunch? *rolls eyes* mad. all mad. one of them was quite cute though. *sparkle* ah well.

and i'm off to meet terrence for cheesecake. *slurp* good day. very good day.

jumped at 8:25 AM

according to this, i'm 88.25% pure. *angelic smile* (feel free to try and post your results in the comments, but don't do it while there's a teacher/parent able to read the questions over your shoulder!)

which is an improvement over this, by which i'm only 68% pure.

either way, i'm definitely purer than my best friends. *smirk*

edit: dee got 92.25%, and sanjeev got 57.75%. heh.

and acc to this, i'm 55% bitch, up from 46% bitch a year ago, and 88% of test-takers are less bitchy than me. that's good. i feel bitchy today. very. in fact, it would be a very good idea to stay away from me for at least another 12 hours or so.

jumped at 9:02 AM

hm. i've been meaning to type sth out basically to cath, and while i was washing the dishes (voluntarily, no less!) i kinda came up with a rough draft. heh.

dearest, i suppose i might have been a tad too upfront with my opinion on your unfortunately not-ex-boyfriend, so lemme just state categorically that i fully support you in whatever you decide regarding him. well, maybe not -fully-, after all, i still reserve my right to privately, (and not so privately) disagree, but i'm not going to throw a full scale tantrum because you decided to take him back. *grin* you don't believe me do you? good. heh. i wouldn't. but i'll try. really.

this isn't to say that i don't think he should be made to participate in a full on reproduction of the last-ish scene in hannibal where certain parts of his anatomy would be fed to him while he was still alive, though probably not the brain in this case but rather the organ in which his (smallish) brain appears to reside of late. nor does it mean i will reassess my opinion of how much better he'd look with his small intestine wrapped decoratively (sort of ribbon like, though floppier and slightly messier) around his neck. *smiles angelically* however, there is always that slim chance that he means what he says this time. but hopefully for both our sakes he doesn't screw it up again. (or next time, i'll buy you that kitchen cleaver you wanted).

and, there is one other point. i don't really have much space to judge your decision here, based on the rather reprehensible behaviour by a recent walkon in my love life, such as it is, and my apparent ability to erm, endure the shite and come back for second servings, (though i still maintain he was less of a fuckwit than yours has been, but i digress), it's merely sheer protective instincts darling. i don't want to see you get hurt again dear, *hugs* so take care okay? i'll be nice, i promise. just remember your promise not to let me set eyes on him again. :)

jumped at 4:07 AM

today was the graduation photo taking. *sniff* and yes, i did wear white. *mutter* unfortunately. heh. but it was loads of fun, and kinda sad as well. *sniffle* i'm going to miss them all so much! first was the class photos, for which we 're-joined' 3F02, technically we're in 06, but 4 of us jumped ship back into 02. :p and then the module photos, for which we had to climb, (in skirt and 3 inch heels no less!) onto a row of chairs and wait while the guys took their own sweet time wandering up behind us. *grrr* leg almost cramped. haha.

then we were all wandering around taking photos with each other, for which i mostly used sarah's camera, (thanks dear!), and got photos with practically everyone. was so much fun. think i took photos with a few people twice though actually. heh. xuefen for one, and kenji. lol. after a while i couldn't really remember who i'd taken with already. heh. bah! i'm going to miss everyone so much! *cry* only one more lecture tomorrow, the last ever for us in ngee ann.. *sniffles sadly* and then 2 weeks, then it's the exams and.. that's it. :(

also have a bioprocess test tomorrow morning, and my lethargy from the LSSS test appears to be spilling over to this as well, i haven't even looked at my notes yet, and it's like.. 9.30pm. oops. ah well. *nonchalantly* it's only BTN. jeez, what's happened to me? haha.

jumped at 6:29 AM

feel a bit nauseous at the moment, like i'm going to throw up. eurgh. hope it doesn't happen til i finish this entry.

today was distinguishable by its lack of studying. *grin* met damon for a cheesecake at pacific coffee, which was.. delicious.and i actually only ate half of it, so y'all should be duly proud of me. :p this was the last time i'd meet him before he heads into NS this thursday and erm, loses all his hair, so also dragged him to the heeren to get a neocard thingy taken. will upload that to the pics page when i get the time. has been 2 years since i last took one with him, and comparing the two, he looks basically exactly the same as last time. lol.

then we met kane & sarah, (took another neocard thingy with sarah, first one for us, which is quite surprising considering we've been living in each others pockets for the past 6 months), then shopped around a bit, (annz darling, your bro is an awful shopper) and headed to taka for lunch. shopped around there as well. *laugh* well, it HAS been ages since i had even the slightest sniff of retail therapy ya know. saw this bloody gorgeous skirt at zara, the front was absolutely wonderful, but the back was as awful as the front was gorgeous. *mutter*

did manage to find something at bras basah complex though, where we headed next, an absolutely beautiful book which is going to be pressed into use as my autograph book, its covered with shimmery purple material! *swoon* and a few other random things from tecman and such. and dance was super fun as well! *grin* good day all round.

was kinda nice to ignore the fact that we have exams in two weeks, but i'm afraid this is probably the last day i'm going to be able to do that. bloody bioprocess tech test on thursday as well. and the graduation photo taking tomorrow, for which i have to wear white. *shudders* i HATE wearing white. HATE IT. gah. feel like wearing black and pretending to be colour blind. *grin* but i don't think that'll work. but bloody hell, wearing white makes me look like a mushroom. top heavy. *mutter*

jumped at 8:39 AM

okay. the test sucked. i'll be lucky if i pass. end of story.

moving on to better things, i'm trying to plan for our 'sun, sand, sea' holiday, tentatively in july. 'our' being myself, peiyi, daphne, mabel and maybe sarah & kane. being as peiyi has decided she's on planning break (and she and i always did the planning together on our OIAP, so i'm kinda lost :p), i'm wandering around trying to decide between bali, phuket, langkawi, krabi etc. we're looking for resort style hotels, good pools, beaches onsite kind of thing, air conditioned rooms etc. we're looking for luxury basically, at less of the price than usual. heh. anyone got any ideas/recommendations? preferably with personal experience, after a couple of the experiences we had with 'hotels' in london, we're all a bit wary. lol. if we end up going up near thailand, will probably stay in bangkok a few days to shop, staying in budget accommodation before relaxing on the beach for 3 or 4 days, and then it's back down here to continue slogging away.

ahh, the wonders of mental escape to a tropical paradise. feel like lsss is a bit of a bad dream now. heh.

jumped at 8:48 AM