bleh. don't know why i'm in such a mood today. just... ick. bah. teary and mopey and... generally emotionally unstable. yick. i can't stand myself in this mood, so i'm trying not to inflict it on too many other people. lol. just me and my diary tonight methinks.

jumped at 10:28 AM

okay, proteomics was actually surprisingly easy, considering the amount i was panicking this morning. i still won't do spectacularly well, at my most optimistic, my term average is less than 90%, so prolly no AD in the offing, but you never know. need to get at least one from somewhere! *sniffle*

anyhow, am at sarah's house attempting to do the bloody presentation for our internal on monday, we haven't got terribly far yet, but it's at least limping in the right direction. heh. kinda freaked out abt the external though, i'm going to have giant moths (sort of chaos theory style) flapping away in my stomach on wednesday morning, with little baby cousins in there on monday. heh. panic attack!

saw him today (yes, yes, him1 =P). may be going out with him tmr. maaaaybe. good thing? bad? dunno. *grin*

jumped at 9:52 AM

okay, now i'm paying for yesterdays complacency. cue panic attack! my brain's working at half the speed, even after 2 cups of coffee and a panadol, and i'm still only on the mass spectrometry chapter, and i can safely say that nothing much has gone in this morning, been flipping through the test papers being constantly amazed at the stuff i had memorised back then. fuck. fuck. fuck! i am sooooo dead. only consolation is that i've already passed in my CA, have 52% hopefully overall already. *phew* but still!!! *panics some more* back to the notes! and my 3rd cup of coffee.

jumped at 7:32 PM

actually, i'm kinda happy today. haha. just got back from 'studying' with kane and shannie at ang mo kio, after which we wandered over to thomson plaza to make use of our burger king vouchers, and look at erm, fridges at best denki. oh dear. we do have an exam tomorrow by the way. our very very last exam in ngee ann, ever. and we apparently don't quite give a shite. *sparkle* we're just so soooooo sick of studying, it's been 3 years of cramming and cramming, and 2 years without so much as a whiff of that elusive miracle known as a holiday, it's actually quite hard to believe that by next wednesday it'll all be over. i've also got loads of cards to write for people in my LT, 40 more to go at last count, and i've got 9 chapters of proteomics to memorise. hmm. and i woke up at 4.30am this morning to cram for HT (which was okay, but not miraculous by any means), so i'm bloody sleepy too. in fact, i think i'm going to wander off to bed now, worry about the rest of it tomorrow. *nod me* wish me luck!

jumped at 7:26 AM

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test


heh. was there ever any doubt?

jumped at 4:56 AM

bleh. bloody btn. my average dropped from about 96% for my CA, to 85.5% now overall, assuming i've calculated everything correctly. sigh. and it was just due to one bloody question! *growl* i'm not feeling suicidal, i'd say murderous came closer. Dr F is a real pain, 27 marks for one calculation question! (though thankfully i knew how to do that), and another 21 marks for the graph question! (which is, btw, the one that i completely fucked up and left blank.) *sigh* bah!

just woke up, was trying to keep my eyes open in the library while studying with peiyi just now, considering that i only got 2 hours of sleep yesterday night since terrence came over to study and only left at 3am, and i continued for a while after that, and had to wake up at 5.30am to continue because i was so panicked. have to be very grateful i did study with him though, otherwise i would've happily fucked up bits of the 27 mark calculation as well. *phew*

the weird thing was that darren was invigilating the BTN paper. *blink* *blink,blink* like, you know, shandon's good friend. haha. i last saw him at the mtvasia awards, (unless you count that by now infamous weakest link episode, haha), and quite surprisingly he still recognises me. lol. that was rather amusing methinks. am trying to concentrate on hybridoma tech, the exam is worth 60%, so i've got a chance to drag up my average (kicking and screaming no doubt) if i don't screw it up. if.

jumped at 4:14 AM