meant to post abt grad yesterday, but i erm, almost fainted at PS, and had a pretty bad fever etc last night. not fun. but oh well, least it was on a weekend so i didn't lose any money. heh. can't afford that, as peiyi and i are close to booking that phuket holiday, if she can get the cash that is, so i need to supplement my bank account as much as humanly possible! the $200 from the DDD prize should help somewhat, (though dr koh told me that if he knew they were giving out module prizes for it he would've checked the marks more carefully! grr. dr phang said he was just being mean and to ignore him. *snicker* though he redeemed himself somewhat by saying that he was really glad it was me that got it. could've scraped me off the floor after he said that. dr koh! haha.) trying to decide if i should spend any money on the spa treatments... *daydreams*

anyway yes, graduation. wasn't any big deal really. was nice to see some people again, some of them probably for the last time unfortunately as we drift off in our separate ways, but the actual collecting of the diploma wasn't much of a thrill, i didn't even know who was giving it to me. lol. they could've just mailed it to me for all the difference it made. but yes, it was lovely seeing certain people again, and sarah and i had the closest to an 'ohmigod' moment just before i left that there had been at all at the whole graduation. (psst, we did it! haha!) was also lovely to see a few of our juniors again, all dressed in those godawful bright blue jackets. *grin eugene* (btw, thanks dear, was a lovely beginning to the day.)

but yea. i'm out. s'kinda sad that i'm not a np student anymore. *sniff* the beginning of adulthood. *shudder* lemme back into school!!

jumped at 8:40 PM

graduation tomorrow. whoop-de-doo. thought it would be some huge, 'ohmigod i'm finally out of school' feeling, but basically, i guess i already feel that way. i'm starting to feel wary about puttng down student as my occupation whenever i have to fill in forms too. *sigh* don't wanna grow up. *whinges*

anyway, better things abound, for once. i have my pay! whee! only 2 weeks worth, but at least it's something, my savings account was getting very dry. which means i will prolly either get that fcuk tshirt, the URS heels, or the Gucci shades. *ponder* no prizes for guessing which is going to cost the most there. or perhaps i shan't get anything and just try to restrict myself to saving for that elusive holiday. also spoke to my bro just now, and he was very sweet, said that regardless, he'll be able to support me through uni, and not to worry about it. *beam* so sweet. and it's quite a load off my mind, though i'm still going to try for the unsw golden jubilee thing. however, the chances of getting that seem lower and lower, considering how comparatively, i didn't do all that well. bleh. hmm. this was supposed to be the 'better things' paragraph. i'm having icecream with terrence tomorrow! *bounce* night, cos he's not bothering to turn up for graduation. *snicker* along with quite a lot of other people i believe. *sigh* quite sad, i think a lot of the coursemates i'm close to aren't going to turn up at all. :( which may be a good thing, since i'm going to be stuck wearing the blasted NP blazer, (not the bright blue one, thank gawd, but black. *phew*) and i'm going to be naughty and wear pants. so there.

oh oh oh! and i cut my hair, and i love it. and i'm going to get highlights soon! now all i really want is my nose piercing.. *plots* did i mention mum's going away and leaving me all alone in a week or so? *angelic smile* okay, so i won't. yet.

jumped at 6:42 AM